Sunday 29 April 2012

you again:'(

ko pernah sakit hati kaa? apa rasa dia ? siok kaa ko ksh main2 perasaan orng lain?
siok?siok ksh buduh2 orng ? sa tida tau laa bila sa mau tahan sama ko.ko buat sa mcam sa teda perasaan seja.
sa pn buduh nth npa begitu sayang sama ko?kenapa?!sa benci diri sa.semua orng yg sa sayang mesti ksh kecewa sa . tida pernah buat sa happy.kenapa!kenapa sama sa? :'( penat sa tunggu kau.tpi kau tida pernah pn pikir psal sa.kau tida pikir perasaan sa.kenapa!sa rsa diri sa teda guna lagi,mesti orng yang sa syang ada seja halangan untuk bersama kalau tida pn bermasala.fuck!kalau kamu?kamu suka kaa kana ksh skithati?
pedihhhhhhhhh BETUL baa!sa tida tau apa patut sa buat . mau ksh lepas pn susa.sakithati!
semua laa sakithatiii.... :'( :;'(

Monday 9 April 2012

what can i say ((:



Yeah..I am Missing it...
I miss the touch of your skin against mine...
I miss the way you used to cling up to me...
I miss to see every freckle on your beautiful smiling face...
I miss talking to you all night long..
But then..
I missed my self-respect even more after you used to abuse me in the name of love..
I missed the smile on my face which was taken...


when your in love.....



when your in love......
everything with u or around you just seems to be perfect....
and you become the happiest out of all..
with love glowing in your face..
love is blind.... it really is...
that u won't see any wrong, anywhere...
until the day he leaves you for another woman
and that day u will realize that you've gone after a mirage..
but everyone fall in love some day..
and if it's the right person for you, then you will feel it..
for real....




YOU!


I only have two words for you: I’m done.
After everything I’ve done for you, every chance that I gave you,
and yet you still break my heart. But it’s over now.
Finally I’ve realized that I don’t deserve this and honestly,
you don’t deserve me.
Yeah I still love you and I probably will for a long time,
but I can’t stay here anymore. It hurts too much.
I guess this is moving on.


Its Not When I Look Back,
At All The Memories &
Good Times We Had,
Makes Me Sad,
Its When U Consider Those,
Memories As Nothing To you,
When They Meant,
Everything To Me.


Break my heart
destroy my soul
and
leave me crying
i'd still love you
and
i won't expect you to
love me in return .


Some broken heart, may never mend,
Some memories may never end,


Some wet tears may never dry,
But my love for you will never die...


I have tried to move on
but with every guy
I feel more & more
like I'll never be able to replace u.
And the sad thing is...
I know I have already been replaced


The most beautiful words
by a wounded heart
"I Never Stopped Loving You,
I Just Stopped Showing It"...



Thursday 5 April 2012

Hari yg malang

first time ohh kann kana hantam tdi.terimakaish yaahh nenek?ksh tambah laa lagi cerita..
sa tau baa kau pilih kasih.sa tau laa sa kurang pandai dr cucu kau yang lain.sakit juga laa hati kana ckap gtuh.
sa tia akan penah lupa tuhh katakata kau "pakcik" sampai sa mati DAN walaupun sa ilang ingatan sekalipun sa tida akan lupa.!!!!!!!!!!!!!sekarang keluarga macam bukan keluarga-makasihh..
hati sa skrng penuh dengan kehancuran,kesakitan,semua pun ada....:'(((
05April2012<---hari yang sa tida akan penah lupa...

Tuesday 3 April 2012

YOU YOU AND YOU

Telah aku putuskan
Untuk mengakhiri cinta ini
Meskipun berat tuk melepasmu
Dari hidupku

* mungkin inilah jalan terbaik
Untuk dirimu dan diriku
Tergores luka di jantung hatiku
Karna dirimu

Aku selalu mengerti kamu
Tapi kamu tidak mengerti aku
Aku selalu sayang padamu
Tapi kamu selalu sakiti aku
Aku tak bisa terus bersamamu
Aku tak bisa terus bersamamu
Aku tak bisa

Aku selalu mengerti kamu
Tapi kamu tidak mengerti aku
Aku selalu sayang padamu
Tapi kamu selalu sakiti aku
Aku selalu mengerti kamu
Tapi kamu tidak mengerti aku
Aku selalu sayang padamu
Tapi kamu selalu sakiti aku
Aku tak bisa